DREAM OUT LOUD
I'm a twenty year old undergrad dreamer. I love to travel, eat and shop. I blog about thoughts, daily activities, new places I've been to and other random shit. I reblog quotes which I find relevant to my life and how I feel and pictures of places I want to visit and things I wish I had. I don't blog to please and if you don't like me, the unfollow button is up there.
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It’s almost a year since that fateful day…
Minsan tinatanong ko din sarili ko kung naka-move on na ako. He was my first love. Lahat ginawa ko para makalimot sa sakit na unang heartbreak ko. Aaminin ko, kahit ako yung nakipag-break, yun na siguro ang pinakamahirap na ginawa ko sa buhay ko. Paano mo naman kasi papakawalan ang isang tao na nagpasaya sayo ng todo? Pero, masakit din kasi ang ma-gago ng lalake. Yung lahat binigay mo pero bale wala lang kasi hindi niya pinaglaban yung relationship n’yo. Yung pinagpalit ka sa ibang babae. Iba-ibang emotions kasi ang naramdaman ko noon. Galit, lungkot, panghihinayang, pagsisisi. Lahat kinuwestyon ko. Pati sarili ko. Sa akin ba ang mali? May kulang ba sakin kaya siya naghanap ng iba?
Lumipas ang mga araw, mga linggo, mga buwan. Aminado ako, nung una, hirap ako kalimutan lahat. Punong puno ng galit ang puso ko. I hated the girl he left me for. I hated him. I hated myself for missing him. I was still very angry. Pinilit ko sarili ko kalimutan siya pero hindi ko magawa. Sinasabi ko sa sarili ko naka-move on na ako, pero punong puno pa rin ako ng galit. Ang masaklap pa, kahit galit ako, tuwing nakikita ko siya, hindi ko mapigilan ma-miss siya.
Today, naalala ko yung mga pinagsamahan namin. It’s still bittersweet memories. Pero wala na. Wala na akong maramdaman. Wala na yung galit, wala na yung sakit. Pag nakikita ko siya, wala na yung feeling na namimiss ko siya. Blanko.
Sabi nila, masasabi mo lang na “Naka-move on na ako” pag wala ka na daw nararamdaman para sa kanya. Kahit daw galit…
Siguro nga totoo yun.
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Video reblogged from Seconds Into Years
This is the saddest commercial I’ve ever seen in my life
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING COMMERCIAL IS THIS? ALL OF THAT EMOTIONAL TURMOIL I JUST WENT THROUGH JUST TO SELL INSURANCE? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?
WTF, I actually cried. WHO WOULD DO THIS. Damn insurance people.
i cried you guys… i hate this commercial. its too good for life insurance. T^T
i cried so hard……………. ;n;
…frikkin made me all emotional just to sell insurance
HOLY ASLDKJFSL I CRIED SO BADLY!! WHAT KIND OF COMMERCIAL IS THIS?
oh my god. I’m sitting here with tears streaming down my face sobbing at my laptop and it ends and it’s like “BUY LIFE INSURANCE” omg what.
THIS COMMERCIAL… SO MANY TEARS. :’(
MY FACE. IS SO WET. AND THIS IS LIKE THE 3RD TIME I’VE SEEN THIS ;~;
OH MY GOODNESS I THOUGHT THIS WASN’T GOING TO BE THAT BAD
BUT THEN IT WAS
AND NOW I AM CRYING LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING NEW BORN THIS IS NOT OKAY
NOTHING IS OKAY
NOTHING IS EVER OKAY OM
OKAY BY THE END OF 2012 I’M LEARNING SIGN LANGUAGE OKAY
I’ve wanted to for so long and this video just kind of set my decision
NO
NO
NO
all of my cries, seriously.
WHY IS THIS AN ADVERTISEMENT IT IS SO SAD OKAY THIS DID NOT MAKE ME WANT TO BUY ANYTHING IT JUST MADE ME WANT TO CRY FOREVER OK.
MY FACE IS WET AND I’M SNIFFLING. DAMN YOU COMMERCIAL! IT DID NOT MAKE ME WANT TO BUY INSURANCE. It’s the saddest commercial I’ve seen ever and it made me use up so much tissues. Crying like baby right now, ‘kay?
(Source: vyncefrysk)
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You can’t have it all. You’re bound to give up one thing or the other. You want a rainbow, you should give up the sun first to make way for a storm. You want a thinner body, try giving up that yummy chocolate bar. The same goes with love. But sometimes, you’ll never know just what you have to give up. It could be your body, your faith, your heart… but in the worst of cases, you’ll even give up your soul. Now, deciding what you want to have, that’s entirely up to you. You just have to figure out if what you gave up is worth it.
(Source: dream-of-infinity)
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Good Lord. Sana maganda ang gising ng mga panelists ko bukas. Sana hindi ako pahirapan ng bonggang bongga. Sana ma-approve. Lahat na ata ng Santo matatawag ko bukas para gabayan ako. Punyeta talaga! Inaatake ako ng sobrang nerbyos!
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Homaygahd. Ang daming deadlines na dapat ma-meet!
- Thesis defense on Friday. Kailangan pa i-revise ang thesis draft. Kailangan
batukan ang thesis partner na inaatake ng katamaran at hindi nagaasikasodumaan ng university church para ipagdasal ang pag-pasa sa defense. - Dapat maayos ang papers ng Chapter at i-submit sa OSA para marecognize na kami sa Ateneo.
- Job hunting ng government office na tumatanggap ng interns. By Monday.
Stress sa bangs talaga!
- Thesis defense on Friday. Kailangan pa i-revise ang thesis draft. Kailangan
